Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Sea Wall Gaff

17-Dec-2007
Georgetown

Tubers, last
night: 'Don't think about tomorrow, don't think about yesterday, think about today!'. I might have written the words for him.

We went to the sea wall. All the old crew are in 'Town: Moses, just finished the Christmas term of his last year at GTI, returning to the Rupununi on the Tuesday night bus; Bernard (Tubers) and his partner (Nathan?), fresh out of the bush working for a private mining company; Benson and Clea, looking for work now that they've finished their CXCs (as my fifth form) last summer, staying with their aunt in Grove, near Janelle; and Janelle (my Amerindian sister) and myself.

We drank Banks beer and ate hot-dogs (one of which nearly made me sick) and gaffed. Moses and Janelle talk of Mr Frankie, the owner of the store they both used to work at, before Janelle left to become a teacher and Moses returned to college. Mr Frankie is not quite what he seems: his surprising wealth comes not from the store but from drugs, and if he wants something, he is not easily denied it. 'It's not like Aishalton,' says Janelle, as she describes how he will threaten a whole family.

Tubes and his friend are lively: they're making good money in the bush - $500,000 a month, ten times as much as I earnt as a volunteer teacher - and are living like kings in Georgetown, staying in the Regent Guest House ('my house', as Bernard grandly calls it). They haven't slept since arriving yesterday, spending all of last night in the Red Dragon (taking Moses with them), where more than just drink is sold - as I had learnt from tales of a past volunteer's drunken birthday escapades, which he may be living to regret right now. But they're drinking their food money for now - tomorrow is pay-day, and others know this too. While we walk, Aunty Doro, in Georgetown frantically shopping to fill the shop back at Burning Hills in Aishalton for Christmas, phones Tubers asking to borrow $100,000.

Aunty Doro seems to have a bad habit of borrowing money from friends - perhaps she should try a bank instead, or maybe they're not quite flexible enough for her. Aunty Jenny and Uncle Manley - Janelle's parents, with whom I am staying, downstairs in Joyce's house - each tell me on separate occasions the story of how Dorothy approached them some time ago, asking for a similar sum. The Thomas's (Manley and Jenny) are not a rich family, and they only happened to have the money in compensation from the Minister of Amerindian Affairs after their home - and all its contents - was destroyed in an arson attack. They lent her the money, asking her to pay them back in the form of zinc sheets for the roof of their new house they planned to build - until a series of scandals - overblown and exaggerated, and not a little thanks to Dorothy herself - caused the whole family to move to their current lodgings in Town. The zinc still hasn't materialised.

But as we gaff, and yet another round of Banks Beer is forced into our hands, all worries are forgotten. According to Bernard, yesterday has gone, and I may be dead tomorrow - live for today. But I'm not sure he's right.

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Contemplation in the Back Yard

16-Dec-2007
Georgetown

Sitting on a wooden bench in the back yard of Joyce and Lawrence's house - although it is Janelle's family I am staying with, in the three, small rooms that they rent out downstairs. For the first time, it is sunny without a hint of rain - a breeze, but not the door-slamming kind that heralds a shower.

There is noise, but it is peaceful in its way. Where I sit, the yard is concrete, its uneven surface swept clean by the bundle of 'pointers' like we used back in the school in Aishalton. Further back, by the corrugated-iron fence, the concrete yields to soil, littered with unruly weeds, a few plants, and some palms, eternally damp from the dripping taps in the outside sink, where Janelle stands, washing her wares. Beside her, on solid concrete platforms, one above the other, are three huge black tanks, filled with a tiny portion of the rainfall that is causing so much disruption further into 'Town - and which, right now, must be in such short supply South, in the interior - in Aishalton.

The sink is attached to the wall of the shower and toilet block - three concrete walls defining each, a wooden door across the front of the toilet, but for the shower, just a sheet of metal propped up to waist height, the whole covered with a zinc roof. A tap is running in the shower, filling the bucket from which we bathe - there is never enough pressure for the overhead tap to work.

The rest of the yard is home to an assortment of tools, engine parts, jerry cans and buckets of oil or paint. Beneath some more sheets of zinc, held up on four wooden posts, is a large round oven of brick and clay, and a bench, a motor on top, attached to a cassava grater by a fat elastic strap. The words 'Success come through hard working' are painted on its side.

This is the house of not one, but two (or more, with all the various relatives and friends who stay from time to time) families, and it is, indeed, one built 'through hard working'.

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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Return to Guyana - Christmas holidays, 2007

15-Dec-2007
Georgetown

Well, I
made it back, three - four? - months after I left. Right up until I was sitting on that plane, between a bendy-bus driver from Barbados and a dental student from Trinidad, I still didn't quite believe I would do it.

And I'm still not sure I should have. But, I'm here, so...

Delayed by an hour, sitting on the tarmac at Heathrow while a mysterious 'part' is searched for - I checked out of my window to make sure it wasn't a wing they had forgotten. Not that I don't have complete, rational trust in the airlines - recall our first welcome lecture of semester one, four months ago, when they compared the safety record of the airline industry to that of the health services. Not really a fair comparison, given the clientèle of each, but it made its point, in its way.

But it did reveal that I'm not, in the end, a good flyer. Mind over matter, I know, and usually I would be the first to follow the statistics and put my life at relative risk 36000 feet up rather than face MRSA - so I have to come up with some hack explanation to myself to excuse frantically crossing my fingers at take-off and landing. I tell myself it's because everything has its chances, everything its risks, but there are those situations in which you can tip the balance and those in which you can't. So although the chances of coming to grief on a Honda BROS are far higher than in seat 27 of a Boeing 747, at least in the former those chances are skewed by the boy-racers and drunk-drivers (and, in the Rupununi, the lack of brakes) and by being neither you can shift it to the other end. In a plane, as a passenger, there is a brutal equality to the statistics.

But there's more to it than that: it's more than statistics. What the odds are only have meaning when taken with a state of mind, and I believe it is that which has changed for me. A few months ago, anything so remote and far from my control would have held no interest for me, regardless of the consequences. And that, there, is a buck-man attitude: what happens, happens - no need to worry what tomorrow will bring, because it's not here yet. One term back in the UK, and I'm back to plans, schedules, concerns, worries - hopes.

It's easy to mock one, or the other, point of view - either. But the truth is, being what I am, I don't think I can get away without caring - I've tried that, and I'm not particularly proud of my actions (not least, falling out of contact with many of those closest to me back home). Sure, it was fun - wild, free, liberating - as open-minded as the savannah-sky, but at the same time as self-centred as Simon. Perhaps a lot of the troubles in Aishalton come from that attitude.

And troubles Aishalton has in plenty - only two days I've been back in the country, and already I hear " 'nuff gaff" - Manley, slammed in the lock-up on the rumour-spreading of a fourth-form student, as though some had been reading 'The Crucible' a bit too closely; Celine, beating out to 'Town with baby Ikirz on discovering Kid's affair with Deonny; Meshana's father - a troubled man, I knew - hanging himself; Manley Jr.'s half-spoken story of going AWOL. Underneath the reckless, break-neck freedom here, underneath the beauty of this country, I don't believe there is happiness. There is humanity, in all its shades, but at its darkest, consuming itself in a blind frenzy.

And it's not a comfortable position to be an outsider, an observer - a tourist. Perhaps because I know this place, these people, too well - well enough to get beneath the surface, but no further. I watch, and I learn, but am I helping - or making things worse?

* * *

Yes, I am back - I've returned to Guyana, this time strictly as a tourist, for the four weeks of my university Christmas holidays. Right now, I'm still in Georgetown; on Thursday, I will be getting the bus down to Lethem, and from there, the first 'transpie' to Aishalton...

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Parabara, 30/07/2007

The rain had eased; the sky outside was golden, afternoon fading into the precious half-hour of twilight before the tropical night's sudden onset. Lying in my hammock, I set down my book. The balmy stillness outside beckoned - I picked up my towel and soap and headed down to the river.

Outside the school, where I was staying, the path wound through the centre of the tiny village; over a bare patch in the grass, children playing hop-scotch in the sand; between the village's benab, a tall, round, conical-roofed communal building, and a solar panel, supported on two poles and sheltering a 12V battery beneath; past the daub-and-wattle or wooden houses, all leaf-thatched, children running in and out and adults languidly chatting through the windows and over the kitchen-fires. Even the school did not look out of place: zinc-roofed and government-yellow, still it had the appearance of a rural English Post Office or train station, surrounded by a neat white fence, neat bushes bordering the front door, window frames painted a dark brown. All around the village, bush rose up - the rainforest, untamed, threatening to close in on this ephemeral clearing. Banana leaves revealed where the rich soil had been claimed for farms - the village's lifeblood and sole reason for existence.

The path passed a run-down building - one wall missing, wooden planks stacked up inside - and the Toshao's house - three one-room buildings, two of wooden slats and one daub-and-wattle, surrounded by over-loaded grapefruit trees. It dived into semi-bush, not exactly wild, but unruly undergrowth - barely 100m from the school - and, about 20m further down a slight incline, reemerged at the sand and clay landing, from which we had departed two weeks previously and where we had arrived, on the return journey, earlier that afternoon.

Six o'clock: no one is at the landing but me. The clay, after the rain, is soft and slippery under my bare feet. There is a slight drizzle of rain, but barely felt, given away more by the splashes on the river's slow-moving surface. On the opposite bank is true bush: immense, impenetrable, the luscious green of unbridled growth. It stretches out of sight, up- and down-stream; likewise on the side on which I stand, the landing is but a small clearing in an otherwise unbroken line of tangled trees, all raised above my shoulders, the landing being lower than the rest of the bank.

I wade into the water - it is cool but refreshing; combined with the faint rain, it sends an almost-shiver all over the body, like the remnants of a defeated and receding fever - a reminder that I am dead-tired and worn out, but also safe and near my journey's end.

And now I look up, and the beauty of the scene is complete. To the west, the setting sun, hidden behind the jungle-wall, sets the sky burning, now gold, now orange, fading as I watch into a red and then purple - warmth, comfort, evening colours, signifying an end to the day's work and a time for rest. To the east, the sky is blue, almost drained in comparison to the vital colours up-stream, but this only serves to make the green of the bush even bolder; and, there above it all, spanning the river, is a perfect, complete rainbow, unbroken from end to end , a triumphant victory arch.

And yet, when I look up again from bathing, that glorious rainbow has disappeared. The rain is returning, and I know that soon those crimson sunset hues will also fade to blackness.

I am in Parabara only for a night, in transit from one destination to another. There is nothing for me here, except a change in transport from bullock-cart to boat, or boat to bullock-cart - bush to river, or river to bush; this, moreso than anywhere else in Guyana's remotest corners, is simply not somewhere one 'visits' - life is the farm and the river, and the river and the farm are life for the 133 inhabitants - the tourist has no place in this universe. But to me, this is perhaps a little closer to paradise, a little more genuine, than Gunns, from where I had just returned, four days further into the interior by river, protected by Conservation International, constant buzz of workshops and conferences on preserving the environment and indigenous ways of life. Here, in Parabara, people simply get on with it.

And unlike Aishalton, my savannah home - much larger and much closer to the outside world - suffering from a culture crisis and reacting with over-the-top assertiveness, culture here means nothing more - nor less - than the way people live their lives. There is no need to define it, but rather it wells up out of the day-to-day interactions of community life.

And, like the passing rainbow, tomorrow I will be gone, back to Aishalton and from there, to Lethem, Georgetown, and England; and this village, community, way of life, too, will pass in the heart-beat of a generation.

But I am content that, in that half-hour between afternoon and night, it was there, and I was, too.

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Saturday, January 27, 2007

Gapping in Guyana #3: Impressions of a volunteer teacher after four months in Aishalton

‘If this is Wapishana culture, then it’s not worth fighting to preserve.’

Angry thoughts, walking alone by starlight back to my quarters in the Secondary School’s dorms. Strong words: justified? Impressions – perceptions, perspectives – change at a furious rate when this far from home; by morning, my feelings had mellowed – now, a month later, they have changed further still. But however you interpret them, whatever meaning you attach to them, the experiences remain.

A long day, beginning at half four in the morning, and running through to midnight: preparing for and then running a fund-raising fair at Aishalton’s Community Centre, in support of the beleaguered Deep South Internet Service. The crowd was slow in appearing – advertising, word-of-mouth and a quickly-scrawled poster in the shop, had been patchy at best – and, in the end, despite a few brave attempts at games stalls and a prodigious amount of cooking (pepper-pot, barbequed chicken, cook-up rice, pastries), only the bar brought out the punters – and, of course, this was expected: this was where the real fund-raising was. Nonetheless, it also brought out a side of Aishalton that seemed more at home in the heart of Georgetown or Glasgow, and starkly contrasted with an image of the village that some would wish to be maintained; a side that is symptomatic, perhaps, of the changes the community is undergoing.

Beer after beer, rice wine and more rice wine; slurring and incomprehensible men loudly revealing the secrets of the universe – ‘’Ssh a fac’, ok, ‘ssh a fac’…’, although whatever fact was being referred to was never entirely explained – or dancing alone in the empty central concrete-floor of the Community Centre (a thatched building, with brick walls up to chest height, and then a gap until the roof, through which faces, obscured and barely visible in the darkness, peered), relishing the attention of the onlookers, however disdainful or mocking… Previously friendly faces, aggressively approaching the female teacher helping out with the bar; the headmaster’s visiting friend ordering drink after drink – ‘You can charge Adrian tomorrow’ – without bothering to inform the headmaster of the account in his name. Bodies sprawled on the ground, inside and outside, sleeping off the drink wherever they fell; adults, of all standings in the village, behaving like teenagers.

And, to bring the night to a close, an explosive brawl, begun by a playful slap, rapidly expanding to give vent – as I later discovered – to family tensions that had been simmering for a long time, and ultimately resulting in another unconscious form, this time not from drink; friends, restraining friends, getting caught up and lashed with equal ferocity.

A sour note to end on, and a scene unexpected and unusual; but how unusual? Drinking is a big part of life in Aishalton – drinking to get drunk; every day will see someone leaning over the counter at the shop at ‘Burning Hills’ – a social hub of the village, and a stopping point for any passing vehicles – nurturing a Venezuelan beer (illegal imports, cheaper than Guyana’s own Banks beer), from the headmaster of Karaudarnawa’s Primary School, or the District Development Officer from Sand Creek, to Uncle Roy, the tractor driver for Burning Hills, persistently demanding another bottle of Catuaba, or others – perhaps farmers – found in the shop at any time of day.

“I hate the smell of drunk people. This place smells of a drunk man’s breath,” Janelle, the girl who works – overworks – in the shop, and who is also one of my Form 5 maths students, tells me, as she points to the overflowing dustbin filled with cans, and another inebriated man – and it is almost invariably men – finally stumbles out of the door.

Of course, it is not always so negative: a lot of the time the drinking is sociable, a part of the culture (although, when a man standing alone in the corner orders his fifth drink, it seems more of a necessity). But what is the culture? Are these scenes, of which even the smell Janelle finds disgusting, parasitic on traditional Wapishana culture (the Amerindian tribe of Aishalton), or definitive of a new culture? Within the first two months of our time in Aishalton, there had been three culture shows or ‘concerts’ at the grounds by the Community Centre; one was entirely in Wapishana. But can a ‘culture-group’ such as the Kabushaka group, dancing traditional Amerindian dances to Amerindian music, in skirts hand-made out of ïté leaves, ever truly represent the culture of the people looking on? Fewer and fewer of the children in the school can speak Wapishana; the music played every weekend at Burning Hills (at top volume) is invariably Brazilian Forró.

Culture is more than just about songs and dances and culture shows; it is also about how life is lived from day to day: it is as much about shop credit and drinking as it is about skits and leaf-skirts. One policeman, beer in hand, collared me in the shop a few weeks after my arrival in Aishalton, and in the space of half an hour had asked me five times “So, how do you like the Rupununi way of life?” – a big difference from life in England, no doubt. Horse-backed vaqueros, houses with ïté -leaf roofs, no running water, scarce electricity (only personal generators), a five-hour journey (at best) to the nearest ‘big’ town, and that only by land cruiser or truck; farine and tasso, cassava bread and kari. Not an easy existence, certainly: the implication – and, to an extent, a justified one – being that to hack it, you have to be tough. After this questioning, he went on to reveal the cause of his current mountain of beer-cans, stacked beside him: he had just received his monthly pay, and was in the process of spending it all at once on beer; the rest of the month would involve running up credit at the shop again. Unless this was the ‘Rupununi way of life’ he had been referring to, I think the irony may have been lost on him.

Some aspects of the culture – of every-day life and activities – have very obviously changed. One weekend in October, I went on a manoru with Simon, Anthony, Uncle Roy, and one of my Form 3 students, Margaret. A manoru is a ‘cooperative-help’ activity where friends get together to help out one person in a particular project, and are rewarded by that person or family with copious amounts of rice wine or kari (a drink made from the cassava plant); even these cooperative activities are decreasing in frequency in Aishalton, according to some (although, on the other hand, a village manoru this month, attracted over 100 people). We were to go a few miles out of the village, load up the tractor with bundles of ïté leaves that had been previously cut down and dried, and transport them back to Margaret’s house, where they were to form the thatched-roof for her brother-in-law’s new house. Though fun, it was hard work – the sharp, dry leaves scratched and cut, and there was no shade from the sun as we lifted the bundles over our heads onto the trailer; but, as Anthony pointed out, a few years ago it would have been harder still – instead of only three, a whole group would have walked out on foot and returned with the leaves on their backs. To do so now, with the tractor available to hand, for the sake of ‘culture’, would make no sense, but it is undeniable that the arrival of vehicles and generators has irreversibly changed the way of life for almost everyone in Aishalton.

To celebrate the culture as it was – to maintain it in the memory of its direct descendants – is a worthy aim; but to fight to preserve that way of life seems increasingly impossible. Wapishana culture is a culture under pressure: as contact with the world beyond the Rupununi Savannah increases in frequency and intensity, the conveniences and economy of Western life-styles encroach more and more. As Stacy, resident anthropology PhD student from Georgetown tells me, “Guyana is Creole,” – its cultures are constantly in flux. Wapishana culture has yet to find its equilibrium with Western mono-culture; it has yet to define itself as a culture and lifestyle incorporating aspects of, but distinct from, Western lifestyles. And – again, Stacy’s explanation – one of the most flexible aspects of a Creole culture is its language, which, too, is not a definite or fixed variable.

In one of my impromptu anthropology lessons, I learn that as a language changes, any culture based upon it will invariably, inevitably change too: language for a Creole culture forms its foundations, as it is the primary way of expressing that culture. Wapichan – the language – is a case in point: never having traditionally had a written form (other than, perhaps, the rock carvings found around Aishalton and elsewhere in the savannah) to lend inertia to it, it has largely been displaced by English, and, despite the attempts of Adrian – the headmaster of the Secondary School – and the Wapichan Language Project (WLP/WWA), who have created a ‘Scholar’s Dictionary’ to the language, fewer and fewer individuals speak it, and many – particularly those whose jobs take them out of Aishalton frequently – cannot even understand it. With this kind of pressure on the language, it may come as no surprise that the culture is similarly struggling.

And then, if change is inevitable, why fight it, or which aspects of the culture should be preserved? Small but fascinating glimpses of a collective, local knowledge occasionally surface – unique, because they are tied to the locality: Anthony braces himself for his 29th birthday celebrations, as they will fall on a full moon, when people become more wild and get drunk faster; Tony moves his hammock inside from the veranda for the new moon, claiming that it is often accompanied by a rainstorm – at 3a.m. that night, it pours for the first time in weeks. But how valuable is this knowledge? Is it worth obstructing ‘progress’ (if ‘Westernization’ can be equated with that) – at least economic progress – for its sake? And then, there is other, more elusive local knowledge – more precarious for its secrecy: the ‘knowledge-holders’ – piai-men – and their understanding of local medicines, unrecognized or unknown to the West. Again, there is a caveat even to this: not all these piai-men are equated with knowledge; instead, they are better known for swindling.

Evening; a conversation with Anthony: “Aishalton’s community is at a turning point”: it is on a knife-edge, delicately balanced but ready to fall in either direction. On the one hand is a self-confident and self-reliant Wapishana culture, with a clear, strong image of itself, distinct from other cultures that it comes into contact with; not asserting to be something it is not, and then changing back into the denim jeans and climbing on the Honda motorbike when the culture show has finished, but incorporating these to complement a cultural history that has not been lost.

The alternative is a bleaker picture, and perhaps the scenes at the fund-raising fair and the ‘Burning Hills’ shop are a fore-shadow of it: is it the loss of cultural reference points that have led to culture-less insecurity? Artificially, forcefully stating what the culture is – as in the ‘culture shows’ – cannot help this; the culture must be genuine. Watching the dormitory children at the weekend, unsupervised, leaping into ‘Old Lady Pond’ from trees of terrifying heights, laughing and screaming, splashing and diving, is a refreshing reminder of how it feels to be completely unconcerned with what culture is being subscribed to, and simply having fun, in its most natural state. Perhaps more relevantly, my short stay at Dadanawa Ranch revealed to me a different kind of community, smaller and more focused than that of Aishalton – as everyone living on the Ranch is there to work for the Ranch – but one in which that focus has been used to base a strong self-image around, a culture that is based around the lifestyle of the community, and not in conflict with it.

Which direction Aishalton’s community will take, however, is not simply a matter of chance. Change will happen – is happening – and a few, too few, individuals have taken it upon themselves to take responsibility for that change, attempting to direct it so that its effects serve the community, and not the other way around. Time and again, the same individuals’ names emerge as the person responsible. Anthony, full-time teacher at the Primary School, has put his heart and soul (and nearly broken both) into keeping an internet service in Aishalton, and at the same time keeps the Youth Group running and meeting to discuss new projects – currently, a poultry farm; Adrian, headmaster of Aishalton Secondary School (my workplace), and probably the man single-handedly responsible for its continued success despite its serious staff shortage, drawing students away from the far larger and much better-staffed St Ignacious’ School in Lethem, also works with the WLP/WWA, fighting to preserve the Wapishana language, helps out with the Internet Committee, and combines all this with being the chairman for the district’s branch of Guyana’s Teachers’ Union (GTU). Tony, Anthony’s father, was Toshao (chief) of Aishalton for 12 years, and eventually had to fight to step down, his brother being voted into his place, as the village and counsel felt it could not cope without him: in contrast, Tony was ready to move onto more urgent, wider issues – sitting on the steps of his house, listening to him talking village politics with Anthony and Gavin – the latter two getting worked up about issues particularly on their minds – Tony intriguingly backs out of the debate: “I can’t get involved with these village politics right now; there are much bigger issues just emerging, and there is no one else in the region who can expose them except me – and the only way I can do that is by spending the next two weeks going round the villages.”

Tony’s cause – the cause for which he has been fighting since, and during, his time as Toshao – is Amerindian rights, and in particular, Amerindian land rights to the lands their forefathers claimed as ‘their land’, and yet to which they now only have a limited claim. When Simon and I first arrived in Aishalton, Tony wasted no time in inviting us round to his house, welcoming us with our first experience of shiibii, a refreshing drink of dried farine in the bottom of a bowl of cold water, to talk to us, almost exclusively about land rights. To Tony – and he has devoted many years to this issue – this is the keystone in the dam holding back a controlled and sustainable development of the region – controlled, that is, by the peoples – the Amerindian tribes – who live there, and not by the politicians on Guyana’s very different – culturally, climactically, and racially – coast.

These, then, are the individuals with the interests of the community at heart; for the majority, however, it is enough simply to get on with life – or is it enough? At such a crucial stage in the community’s development, can such an attitude be maintained, or will external factors eventually break through? If the people of Aishalton simply wait for this to happen then perhaps it will be too late to change any trend that has developed outside their control.

Such a change that may eventually come to a head is the increasing demand for meat. Traditionally, the diet in Aishalton has been relatively high in carbohydrate and low in protein (or perhaps I am just sick of rice and farine), but an expanding population and an increasing expectation – again, fuelled perhaps by Western influences and trickle-down prosperity – for a better quality of life (which includes diet) has led to the demand for beef outstripping the supply. There is very little – if any – systematic or large-scale commercial cattle-farming (setting aside Dadanawa Ranch, 50 miles away), and many people have just a few cows for themselves which they slaughter as and when they need or want to. This system is no longer sufficient for the demand, and supplies of cattle in the Rupununi are dwindling – something which many people have observed, but which, unless arrested, will soon be very painfully felt by all.

Another late night conversation at Burning Hills over a bottle of Catuaba, this time with ‘Chips’, headmaster of the Primary School in nearby Karaudarnawa: the World Bank is funding a ‘hot meals’ programme for his school – and Aishalton’s Primary School, and others all over the region – to provide one hot meal every day to all the students at the school. The funding is there, but, again, the supplies are not. Anthony and the Youth Group have set up the poultry farm specifically to try and plug this gap (or, at the least, to take advantage of it), but with no experience in chickens and limited funds, this remains strictly experimental. Clearly, there is a need for a change in cattle-farming methods in the district, but Chips astutely raises a complication that never occurred to me: ‘Many people use their cows as a kind of bank.’ And, even as he says this, I am reminded of how another friend, Gary, recently slaughtered a cow in order to get together the funds he needed to pay for his daughter’s CXC fees (the end-of-school examinations).

If there is to be a meaningful development, therefore, it needs to be in all directions at once – although this may be asking the impossible. For larger-scale commercial cattle farming to become possible, the ‘cow bank’ needs to be replaced with a monetary bank. And, indeed, such a venture has been shown to have a wide-reaching impact: as Simon and I passed through Lethem – the nearest big town to Aishalton – on our way to our project, we visited the bank there in its first week of opening. Three months later, I returned to Lethem and found street signs appearing for the first time – a direct result of (and sponsored by) the bank. However, how far-reaching this new prosperity is may be questionable: my reason for being in Lethem that weekend was the Rupununi Expo – a display of all the crafts, products and industries of the Rupununi Savannah – and, according to all-knowing Shirley – owner of a shop and the internet café in Lethem, and another individual, like the others mentioned earlier and (on first appearances, but don't be decieved) almost a mirror image of Tony’s wife, Dorothy – who does everything and says no to nothing (even an invitation to talk to the European Parliament in Brussels at three days notice!) – this year’s Expo was a much smaller affair than usual, continuing a downward trend. As far as I could see, it was almost entirely dominated by Brazilian stalls; certainly, there was little ‘Rupununi’ representation.

Similarly, the hydro-plant near Lethem was recently put out of action by a land-slide, but there has been no effort to repair it – instead, disturbing talk of decommissioning it entirely: a definite backwards step for the region.

Back in Aishalton, Bernard – caught in the uncertain gap between the end of school and a career, or further education, or – what? Even he is unsure (in his words: “I am a youth man!”) – sits down to gaff with me at Anthony’s birthday celebration. He confides his belief that Aishalton is similarly taking a backward step: what potential there is, he fears, is being squandered, and, with surprising candidness, he admits he is probably just as responsible in squandering the potential in himself, wavering over what direction to take his future in. In a year, he plans to go to college to study agricultural technology, but in the meantime, a year is a long time, and what is he going to do usefully with it?

Bernard tells me of an experience of his at school – which I’ve certainly found, in my brief time so far teaching – that he feels is partly to blame for the aversion from responsibility found in so much of the village’s population. When he was at school, Bernard’s maths teacher appealed to the class a few weeks before the final examination: “I’ve taught you everything I can – from now on, the revision is down to you; but if you need any help with anything, please come to me.” Bernard went to him with a problem: “Sir, you’ve explained this so many times, but I just don’t get it – what does it mean?” The teacher, rather than being frustrated with Bernard’s lack of understanding, was impressed at his desire to learn – “You’re the only student who has come to me with a question.”

After four months of teaching maths, I can sympathise; as a subject across Guyana, it is very poor, and I suspect many of the problems may have their roots in the Primary Schools, but essentially, the students – the future decision-making generation of Aishalton – very rarely appear to make the kind of effort Bernard did to tackle something they do not understand. No doubt this is also due to my teaching style, which is far from perfect, but it is an experience that I have heard from other Project Trust Volunteers all over the region, if not the country – and not only PTVs: as Megan – a Peace Corps volunteer and a nurse in Lethem – puts it: “There is a culture of learning by rote, not by looking for cause-and-effect. If they don’t understand something, they don’t ask why – they just accept it as something they haven’t learnt.” In this case, she is not referring to my ailing maths classes, but to a more urgent issue – her attempts to educate various health workers in STIs and their transmissions – but her comments are equally pertinent.

It is not only fears of the Region taking a backwards step through the apathy that may be epitomized by Bernard’s (and my) disinterested students, or by the languishing hydro-plant, that worry some people: there is also a sense that development in the Region is purposefully, maliciously being held back. Obviously, Tony believes that unless the land rights the Amerindian tribes are due are granted to them, their land will be exploited even as they are powerless to do anything but look on; patents for medicinal drugs, long known to the ‘knowledge keepers’, are snatched up by multinational corporations, and gold in the neighbouring Marudi mountains is mined by Vanessa, a company based in Canada. However, others have encountered more subtle discrimination. Anthony believes the technical ability and expertise is present in Aishalton to offer computer and IT courses leading to qualifications, and, indeed, I am currently helping him out running and teaching practical basic computer classes; but every time he seeks the official recognition required to offer meaningful qualifications, Anthony has come up against further apathy and obstructiveness. He suspects that it is because the regional centre, in Lethem, does not have such facilities in place, that the authorities based there are jealously blocking any development in Aishalton until it occurs in Lethem. Whether or not this is a fair accusation, Anthony has another axe to grind: despite explicitly asking, he has received no explanation why the quarterly fee paid by the Aishalton (or ‘Deep South’) Internet Service for wireless broadband internet is more than its counter-part in Lethem pays, despite receiving exactly the same service; this problem is exacerbated by the fact that one company in Guyana has a monopoly on this market. When the internet service broke down in Aishalton (three days after our arrival), and took a month to fix, Anthony was still required to pay for the full three months, and the ensuing shortfall was the reason for the fund-raising fair, that ended so drunkenly.

It is tempting to ascribe such obstructions – and the accusation has been made by more than one individual – to racism, to a belief harboured (supposedly) by the politicians on the coast that the ‘primitive’ Amerindian communities are incapable of deciding their own future. As the above examples show, these accusations are not without grounds; but there is an equally disturbing tendency that can potentially arise out of the struggle to preserve Wapishana culture in Aishalton, and that is explicit, institutionalized, if not exactly malicious, racism to all non-Amerindians – a knee-jerk, persecution-syndrome reaction. At each ‘culture show’ was a heavy, almost oppressive emphasis on ‘our Amerindian village’, ‘our Amerindian culture’, ‘our Amerindian history’, and even saying ‘We don’t want to hear any of this Brazilian Forró music at these concerts’ (despite the very clear evidence, every weekend, that people do want to hear Forró) – this last one was the controversial Toushou, Chris, brother of Tony, who has also expressed a desire to prevent Aishalton’s ‘youth’ from wearing ‘Western’ – ‘indecent’ – clothes, such as short skirts. (Stacy, proof-reading this essay, points out another way of looking at this: does that have anything to do with his attempt to stop the influence of Westernization, or is it due to another aspect of Western culture itself?)

Nonetheless, in the desire to develop an identity for the Wapishana community and culture, it seems that a line has been crossed that should not have been – the line that separates cultural identity from racial identity. To identify or define Aishalton as both an Amerindian and Wapishana village, and assert that the culture and the race of the individual – or even the community – necessitate each other, is to exclude any members of the community – many of whom are playing an active and beneficial role – who are not of Amerindian decent; looking over at Wayne, the Afro-Guyanese husband of Jacky, Deputy Development Officer in Aishalton’s administrative headquarters, at one of the concerts, I wonder how comfortable he and others who have adopted Aishalton as theirs feel about such comments: do their children, in the same classes as all the Amerindian children I teach, not have an equal right to – and role to play in – the culture of the community in which they grow up? No doubt this is more thought than they ever gave the issue, and perhaps more than it deserves – a thick skin, whatever its colour, can make up for a lot – but, nonetheless, racism in any form, however subtle, tends to have negative effects, and cannot help in encouraging the co-operative development of a community such as Aishalton.

But, then, who is to say that Aishalton should ‘develop’ in the sense expected by Western cultures? How can one criticize the culture-less behaviour of individuals at an internet fund-raising fair, when such a fair is alien to the traditional Wapishana culture in the first place (games such as ‘Pin the tail on the donkey’ and a domino competition being a far cry from the life depicted by the culture shows), let alone the concept of the internet, a service that, despite Anthony’s best efforts to educate the community, is still only used by a minority.

And if change is inevitable, who is to say what developments would be for better or for worse? Can anyone ever tell until it has happened? Recently, I had my eyes opened to some of the harsher realities of life in the Rupununi: Janelle lives in Aishalton, where she works in the shop and goes to school, and her father also lives here, working as the dorms ‘Father’ at the Secondary School, but her home, where her mother lived until recently, was in the nearby village of Awarewaunau. A few weeks ago, as she was getting the house in order for Christmas, Janelle’s mother – ‘Aunty’ Jenny – was approached by a man in her home, who seized two kitchen knives and held them to her throat. He ordered her to stay in her room, and set about setting the thatched house on fire; miraculously, she escaped and made it to a nearby radio to call for assistance; help arrived, and the assailant was caught, but not before he had stabbed Aunty Jenny’s brother (fortunately not fatally), and too late to prevent the house from being razed to the ground. Not a thing could be saved – not a pot or pan, and certainly not any of the savings that Aunty Jenny had kept there. That’s when it really struck me – with no bank, no insurance, no safety net, they really had lost everything: fortunately, they had many friends in Aishalton, and Janelle’s father, Manley, still has his place in the dorms, from where they can begin again. But the shock of it was still very great, particularly for its suddenness, and it was painfully hammered home as Aunty Jenny repeated the terrible reality again and again – “We’ve lost everything; we have nothing.”

Could it get worse? The culprit, it turned out, had been previously convicted of raping an 8-year old girl. But before I could get too indignant, Stacy reminds me: “This is cowboy country.” This is how life is here. It is very different to Western society, but is that justification enough to change it?

Another incident I didn’t find out about until long after: the week we arrived into Aishalton, there was a murder in nearby Karaudarnawa. There is an Amerindian belief that some people can change forms, and that such people are invisible thanks to their ability to imitate animals; these individuals are known as kanaimas, and carry out revenge killings, in the form of an animal. Before we arrived in Aishalton, a kanaima had apparently killed the nephew of a man; this man, rather than waiting for his turn to come, found out who the kanaima was and, in the face of conventional beliefs, beheaded him, dragging the body through the centre of the village. ‘Cowboy country’ indeed - in the sense that Western doctrines have no real place here. The people are the law, and it is up to them to define justice.

And there are endless other aspects and issues of Wapishana culture in Aishalton, and Amerindian culture in general, that I have barely scratched the surface of – such as the vicious intrigue of village politics – and others I have not even touched upon, in particular the role of religion. Perhaps wildly inaccurate, certainly long-winded, these are only impressions, and must only be seen as such; four months is not enough time to completely assimilate or to be assimilated into a culture – I’ve got eight months to keep trying for that. Instead, take all of this with a pinch of salt: in trying to make sense of personal experiences, one can be nothing but subjective; I’ll leave the objective research to the PhD students like Stacy. Neither are these impressions a balanced perspective of the village – they are the impressions of an outsider, living in the North-West corner of the village, who spends most of his time in the Northern half of the village, where the influence of the outside world is most concentrated, around the schools, the hospital, the police station, and the administrative office; South, over the airstrip, Aishalton stretches away, containing much more of the Wapishana culture of which I have only seen a very little. Even ‘Aishalton’ as a village is counter to traditional Wapishana ways: until the schools and churches were built, and the identity of Aishalton as an administrative centre was enforced upon it from outside, the idea of the place was much looser – a series of unconnected homesteads, rather than a collective whole. And, in this light, perhaps all my attempts to grasp Aishalton as a Wapishana village are fundamentally flawed.

But, at least, as impressions, they are honest.

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And, perhaps, you may have noticed that it is now well over four months that I have been in Guyana; while I wrote this when in Brazil, at the start of the Christmas holidays, fact- and spell-checking took a while. In the time since then, of course, much has happened, and my understanding of Aishalton and its Wapishana community has changed almost daily – as has the culture itself. To amend what I had written over a month ago, now, seems a bit of a cheat – this is meant to be a snapshot of my impression at a particular moment in time, without hiding the fact that, as such, it must inevitably be an incomplete reflection of the place. Nonetheless, there are one or two intriguing, alternative perspectives that I have since come across – most, over an endless stream of rum shots at Dadanawa – that throw a new light on some of the anecdotes above.

One of these alternative perspectives – a fresh way of looking at something that I had previously accepted as authoritative – concerns the kanaimas. As it had been presented to me, these were individuals who, by maintaining an aura of secrecy and mystery, terrorised a community and seemed beyond the law (even what ‘cowboy country’ law might be implicit in that community). But as Justin – Sandy’s son, at Dadanawa Ranch – explains, many of these people are simply social outcasts, perhaps excluded for their eccentricities (one, a friend of Justin’s, never took off his sunglasses), but not the supernatural killers they are portrayed as. Instead, perhaps, people use them as a scapegoat at whose door they can place any unexplained misfortune – such as the mysterious death of a family member. A classic example of such a case might be a death caused by cervical cancer – a disease with few external symptoms, and of which awareness in the Rupununi is extremely low – something which Megan, the Peace Corps nurse mentioned previously is passionately fighting against.

Another fresh interpretation of an earlier anecdote: Stacy’s point that Chris (the Toshao)’s aversion to certain trends in Western culture – such as the music or the clothes – may itself stem from another, different stream of the same culture – the more conservative, reactionary side, epitomized – here, in Aishalton – in the form of the Catholic Church. If this is the case – and Chris, who also runs the ‘Ranch Shopping Centre’ (a shop like Burning Hills, but at which all the prices are $20 greater, due to it being the only shop in the village to charge VAT), and who has a television and a computer at home – is certainly one of the most Westernized members of the community – then the preservation of Wapishana culture may look even bleaker.

A third and final example opens up a whole range of contentious issues – but I promise I will end here. Another shot of rum: Justin reveals to me that the Wapishana people are actually a relatively new people in the Rupununi Savannah. The Atorad tribe were displaced by the Wapishana, who came over from Brazil a couple of centuries ago. An interesting result from this is that there are some individuals – Justin highlights Tony, in his campaign for land rights – who are unwilling to allow archaeologists into the region: any discoveries are unlikely to be of Wapishana origin. At the same time, Justin points out that Tony himself is not wholly Wapishana.

And this is where the water becomes very murky. In total, there are about 12,000 Wapishanas – about 5000 in the ‘Deep South’, Aishalton’s district. With such a small population, almost every individual can trace a line directly back to some other tribe, usually in only two or three generations, if that. Thus, to say that Tony is not a Wapishana – and, more widely, to say that the Wapishanas are not ‘indigenous’ – demands an answer to the question: what makes a person Wapishana? To trace a family line returns to the problem of equating racial and cultural identities, but the other alternative is perhaps even harder to answer: what is Wapishana culture?

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Gapping in Guyana #2: In which the American Ambassador is on his way

Four months of living in the Rupununi Savannah, and about time too – I have finally learnt to ride a horse. ‘Learnt’, in a fairly loose sense of the word: I was on its back, and if I didn’t want to come off, I was going to have to ride; there wasn’t so much a learning curve as a step, from having never sat on the animal to painfully pounding along at a fast trot, and even, for a few wild seconds, breaking through to the smooth transcendence of a gallop. And what better place to learn than at the heart of the world’s largest ranch, Dadanawa, stretching over 1,700 square miles, half-way between Lethem and my new home – Aishalton.

It certainly wasn’t a lesson I had planned for – in fact, our entire, so-far 4-day stay at Dadanawa has been unexpected. But then, this is Guyana. Nobody plans.

The Christmas holidays: the end of a long and draining – though rewarding – term; my first term of teaching. Sunday night, our staff social – quiet, not least because of the massive staff shortage at the school. Monday morning, our bags packed, Simon – my Project Trust partner, the other volunteer teacher at Aishalton Secondary School – and I set up base outside the shop at ‘Burning Hills’, waiting for any vehicle to pass through. We’re lucky: we only have to wait a morning before a truck appears heading to Lethem. The week before, a weekend trip to Lethem just kept on going, as I was stranded waiting for transport – when I should have been teaching, or at least supervising exams, in Aishalton. This, I learn, is when ‘Urgent Personal Affairs’ leave comes to the rescue.

With only one short trip to Lethem and a few to neighbouring villages, it was time for a change from Aishalton. Lured by the hedonism of air conditioning, electricity, running water – flushing toilets! – Simon and I decide to head to Boa Vista, Brazil, a short river crossing and bus journey away from Lethem. A few days there, some Christmas shopping (for ourselves and others), and then back to Aishalton in time for Christmas, we promise. Simon’s big plan, with four day’s more riding experience than me, is to buy himself a saddle – a scarce commodity in Aishalton, in comparison to the ubiquitous horses. With a little less style, but perhaps a bit more practicality, I’m going in search of a bicycle.

Four days later, we’ve met with success in our diverse missions; armed with my shiny black ‘Monark’ and Simon’s soft – and, strangely, white – leather saddle and bright yellow nylon belly bands, and having drained the well of our non-existent Portuguese, we return to Lethem, and the waiting begins again. While my bike gets serviced (in the shops in Brazil, the bikes tend to be thrown together, no grease), we spend a day at the Amerindian Hostel with a Women’s Group from the Deep South – in Lethem to attend a workshop on ‘capacity building and gender equity’ – whose truck is to arrive that afternoon, returning them to their various villages – including Aishalton. However, as we wait to hitch a lift, others arrive with the same intention, and, with the 36 women in the first place, it soon becomes clear that, bike and all, there’ll be no room for us.

With no public or regular transport, getting to and from Aishalton is always like this, with an air of uncertainty that ranges from exciting and adventurous to tedious and frustrating. Compounded by communication problems, we simply have to take whatever comes, and hope for the best: on our way out to Brazil, we arrive – late at night – into Lethem, only to discover that the Project Trust volunteers based there – with whom we had hoped to stay – are already in Boa Vista themselves. Stranded again, we are taken under the wing of Don, Shirley, and Jeremy – a family who run a shop, workshop, and internet café, and a million and one other things – who lend us each a hammock for the night. Once again, the hospitality and unquestioning kindness of the people of the Rupununi saves us – not for the last time – and, grateful as we are, I am very aware of how much we have come to rely upon it.

On our return, however, we’re better prepared: armed with the key to the Lethem volunteers’ house, we decide to leave the Women’s Group and stay in Lethem another night. The next day, waiting outside Shirley’s, a truck turns up: “We’re going to Dadanawa – no further.” Still, that’s 60 of the 110 miles to Aishalton, and they’ve got room for a bike; certain that we can get to Aishalton from Dadanawa easily enough, we clamber aboard.

And so we reach the ranch, and our holiday takes an unexpected twist. An afternoon passes, and no transport appears. The truck loads up the beef it had come to collect, and returns to Lethem. Dusk. “Well, boys, I’m closing up the store. You’d better come back to the house.” – Sandy, Canadian-Guyanese, manager – along with her husband – of the ranch; at first appearance fierce, with a razor-sharp sense of humour, but, we discover, a self-confessed hippy who has found her home (the Rupununi Savannah), and possessing the same hospitality we encountered in Lethem.

“Well, you respect us, and we’ll respect you. You know – “, and with a wave, she sums it up exactly – this is the way it is out here, and, now that we’re stranded, there’s certainly nowhere else to go. “There’s soup in the pot, bowls over there – you can help yourself, and do your own washing up – make yourselves at home.” We’re even given hammocks on the veranda – no mosquito nets, and my back is in shreds by the morning, but it’s still kindness on top of kindness, and if it wasn’t for Sandy’s refreshing air of “What, do you think we’re stupid? Of course we’ll treat you well,” it could be a little overwhelming.

The following morning, we learn what currency we are to repay Sandy’s hospitality in: since we’re volunteer teachers, they might as well make use of us, and so we are introduced to Sandy’s seven-year-old grandson, Quadad, and another boy, Dale, four years old – all of the vaqueros (cowboys) live here with their families, totalling around forty people living at the ranch – and so Simon and I are to give some Christmas classes to these two boys and any other children who want to join in. Quadad practices his times-tables and spellings; Dale learns to count to ten. However, it’s the holidays, and their attention span isn’t limitless; we call it a day and return to the house for lunch.

A gaggle of teenagers on a school-trip from Georgetown (Guyana’s coastal capital) appear; communication problems again, and, on the spot, Sandy tells Simon and me to show them around, while she goes in search of her foreman to show and explain some of the tools of a vaquero – her favourite, the ‘emasculator’, for castrating bulls. Later that afternoon, they take a truck to a mountain half an hour away; giving up hope of any transport arriving that day, we join them, sitting on top of the truck’s cab – more comfortable, though precarious, than the splinter-filled floor of the truck where the students are crowded together.

Led by Sandy’s son, Justin, and accompanied by the endless chattering, arguing, and complaining of the students – very different to the Amerindian children I have been teaching for the last term – we trample our way through thorny trees and scrub and scramble up precipitous black rock-faces – barefoot is easier, but burns – and soon reach the top, where, suddenly, the savannah unravels like an unrolled carpet, stretching endlessly to every horizon. To the North, the blue-shaded shapes of the Kanuku Mountains; West, the great ball of the setting sun; South and East, nothing but flat grassland, green and brown, wavy lines of trees hiding the creeks that criss-cross it.

It’s getting dark, and the students will be returning to Lethem tonight – we pack them off in the truck, four sheep tied up (loosely – the vaqueros’ sense of humour) in the back with them – but that evening, lying in my hammock on the veranda, I look out on the same scene – a curtailed slice of the view from the mountain top, but, with the horizon defined by the line of the Kanukus, no less impressive in its enormity.

Another night at Dadanawa, not a question of when we will leave – they know as well as us that it’s out of our hands.

Tuesday comes, and another morning of lessons – this time a bit more reluctantly: Dale misses his mother (out in Lethem for a few days), and nobody really wants to learn in the holidays. We struggle through one-and-a-half readings of ‘Where the Wild Things Are’. I spend the early afternoon in the house, reading ‘The New York Review of Books’; every now and then the sound of an engine brings me rushing out onto the veranda, but nothing is going to Aishalton – or, at least, nothing with room for us and a bike.

Suddenly Simon appears, running. “Put on some trousers – no, leave your shorts on too. You’ll want the padding: we’re going riding.” And, outside, there stand two vaqueros, holding a horse for each of us, and it’s time for me, at last, to learn a central part of the Rupununi way of life – horse riding.

Getting on is surprisingly easy: with horses as tame as the ones we were given, it’s deceptive how natural every action feels. Pull the bridle left to turn left, right to turn right; pull back to stop, and a hefty kick (“not too far back, or it’ll buck – you don’t want to kick its manhood,” Simon warns me) to make it go. Unlike a bicycle or a motorbike, I disconcertingly find that you don’t have to do all the work yourself – the horse has its own brain, and if you’re following a path, you don’t have to tell it to follow every twist or turn. Of course, this can be helpful – I’m free to enjoy the scenery, or, more importantly, watch out for low-hanging branches – but it’s also a reminder that the horse may have ideas of its own, and it isn’t long before I realize which of us is really in control.

Simon shoots past on his horse, and, not wanting to be left behind, mine picks up the pace as well; the pounding trot begins, and I bounce heavily up and down in the saddle, gripping the pommel in front of me in a desperate attempt not to slide off. Unfortunately, this also pulls me down, hard, into the pommel with every step, and I begin to wonder how any of the vaqueros have children: their livers are far from cast-iron – rum will very rapidly knock them flat – but other parts must be made of steel.

It’s time to assert my authority, and I manage to make the horse follow – roughly – a route of my choice. Passing the ranch store a couple of times, Justin’s wife – a few more shots of rum merrier than myself – laughs as the horse repeatedly tries to dive towards a hedge. Getting away from the buildings, we follow a sandy jeep-track, and now it’s just myself, the horse, and the savannah. Ahead lies a corral. Bring it on! I awkwardly kick his flanks: the trotting starts. “Co-o-o-oh!-ome on!” Another kick – we pick up speed. Pushing down with all my weight into the stirrups, trying to stay in the saddle, I somehow manage one more kick, and, for a few wonderful strides the horse is galloping, smoothly, flowing, as though we’ve taken off and the horse’s hooves are merely skimming the top surface of sand. Then, to my dismay, the gut reaction of panic sets in at our sudden increase in speed, and I find that I am already hauling in the bridle and pulling the horse back down into that dreaded fast-trot, before I have fully realized that we were galloping.

We ride around for another half-hour, but never quite making that gallop again, before finally returning to the vaqueros’ house, and, passing the bridle to one of the young children, dismount in – again – a surprisingly natural and fluid motion. My first experience of horse-riding is over, but my appetite has certainly been whetted, and, discomfort notwithstanding, I’m sorry that it’s over so soon.

That evening, with Quadad and Dale curled up in front of a James Bond – Doctor No ­– we sit in the kitchen with Justin and some young vaqueros – younger than us – drinking rum and ‘gaffing’. The vaqueros start arm-wrestling, and competition rapidly intensifies – they move to the floor, lying on their bellies, each with one arm behind his back. Encouraged by the ‘El Dorado – Five Years Old’, Simon and I each have a go, and, thankfully, escape humiliation – although only just, in my case, and against a fifteen-year-old, at that. Tonight, we’re given mosquito nets for our hammocks, and, after the horse-riding and the arm-wrestling, and, not least, the rum, even Duane’s – Sandy’s husband’s – snoring can’t keep me awake.

It’s Wednesday morning – five days ‘till Christmas – and, as I write, I’m back on the veranda, perched on the wooden railing, watching out over the savannah for the tell-tale dust clouds heralding a vehicle traveling – we hope – to Aishalton. This afternoon, the American Ambassador and the head of Peace Corps are coming to visit Dadanawa, their families in tow. But anyone traveling south will be laden with goods, or, at least, people, wanting to get home before the 25th, just like us. If we wanted a ride, we’d probably have done better to have stayed in Lethem – and missed out on these wonderful, unexpected days at Dadanawa.

We had planned to get back to Aishalton in time for Christmas – but then, this is Guyana. Nobody plans.


If you're interested in finding out more about Dadanawa - and even about staying there - check out this website. And yes, this is an account of only four days, skipping out four months of living and teaching in Aishalton - that piece has been written - even longer than this - but it needs some serious work, not least asking someone who lives in Aishalton if all the facts - and spellings - are correct. It will come, soon enough: for now, while these experiences are fresh in my memory, I didn't want them to slip. Finally, if you haven't received the earlier email, a few months ago, or have forgotten what this is all about, read more at www.gappinginguyana.blogspot.com (or, if you're already there, just read the posts below, or further back in the archives.)

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Gapping in Guyana #1: In Which A Tornado Is Sighted Near Birmingham

Dear Everyone,

I've read it on so many letters and reports from past Project Trust Volunteers that it now seems slightly clichéd, and it feels very odd to be finally writing it myself, but:

Kaimen! Greetings from Guyana!

For those of you that don't know, I am currently on my gap year, teaching Science and Maths in Guyana with Project Trust (www.projecttrust.org.uk), and this is the first of (hopefully) many updates I will be sending out over the course of this year - sorry this first update is so late in coming! I've now been in Guyana for nearly 9 weeks, but had no access to the internet until about a week ago, as Aishalton's internet service died almost the day we arrived here, and only recently got fixed - apologies to all those who have been kept waiting in the dark; it is not for want of trying!

These updates will be appearing in three places: firstly, I'll be sending them out as mass emails to all my friends & family, workmates, sponsors, and everyone and anyone else who might be remotely interested - if you're reading this in your inbox, and are feeling slightly bemused, fear not - I'll be explaining more soon. If you know anyone who might like these emails, feel free to forward it on to them, and if you don't want to hear any more, let me know and I'll take you off the list.

Secondly, I'll be posting a copy of each of these emails on my web-log at www.gappinginguyana.blogspot.com to act as a kind of journal. You can find sporadic posts from the last 12 months charting my fund-raising in preparation for Guyana, here, too.

And finally, all these updates are originally being hand-written in a free Ministry of Education exercise book, as the generator has a nasty habit of cutting out just when you type your final full stop - but the only person who'll be reading these original copies is myself.

So - Guyana! (That's on the West coast of Africa, isn't it?... To set the record straight one last time, this is
Guyana, not Ghana). What am I doing here? Since I will be sending these updates to such a large number of people, some of whom I have had little or no chance to jabber away to over the past year, and who therefore may still be a little in the dark about all this, some background information on Project Trust and Guyana might be in order. For the rest of you, to save you time and let you cut straight to the good stuff (and also to prevent this email/post getting ridiculously long), this update will be a purely background information one, so that everyone will be starting from the same place when the next update comes around (hopefully immediately after this one) on my first month's experiences; you may already have guessed from the subject line that this contains very little real news. And with that painfully long introduction out of the way:

Sometime in mid-2005, one of Project Trust (PT)'s representatives came to my school and convinced me to apply for a gap year before university (when I get back, I'll be going to Dundee University to study medicine). After attending a 4-day selection course on the remote Isle of Coll (where PT are based) in August '05, I got a letter in the post letting me know I'd be going somewhere in Guyana, and so I kick-started (albeit lurchingly, although it soon picked up surprising speed) my fund-raising: since then, with the massive generosity of a vast number of people, I've raised over
£4000 for Project Trust - who are a registered charity - in order to cover the cost of volunteering overseas for 12 months. The progress of that daunting task is all recorded on my blog, but for now, I will have to say a simple but HUGE thank you to all of you that helped!

Then, with that behind me, from 24th to 28th July '06, I returned to Coll, this time for an equally intensive four days of training, alternating between learning how to teach and learning about Guyana - while the 26 of us who were actually going all go to know each other, and, in particular, our partners who we would be paired with on our respective projects for the next 12 months.

Three very quick weeks later, A-level results came around, and the following day my parents drove me and all my kit up to Manchester (passing a goodbye tornado near Birmingham), where, early on the morning of Saturday 19th August, we bade our farewells and looked our last on Britain for the next year (except for a lunch at the British High Commissioners' in Guyana - technically British soil).

Who are Project Trust?
PT are a small but experienced gap year organisation who have sent over 4000 volunteers overseas over the past 30 years. They are unique in that they send you abroad for a whole 12 months, so that you can properly appreciate and integrate into a different community from your own, by seeing it through an entire cycle of the seasons. In order to do this, PT ask every volunteer to fund-raise at least
£3,950 (itself a useful experience), and this covers the cost of comprehensive selection and training courses (on Coll), getting us to our Projects and back, and our insurance (you can find a more in depth break-down on their website). PT sends one pair of volunteers to each of its projects, so while there are 26 of us in Guyana, we are spread over 13 different projects. Projects are vetted to ensure that they do not take away jobs from the local population, and while the projects vary from country to country, here in Guyana we are all involved in teaching Science and Maths to secondary school level, as there is a serious shortage of qualified teachers, particularly in the interior, where I am. This means we are being employed by the Ministry of Education, and thus are being paid a basic wage (although we've been warned not to expect our first payment for a couple of months!) and - at least where I am - we're being lodged in the school's boys dormitory, although we have to cook for ourselves.

And Guyana itself: well, here's what PT told me about it, before training ( - I'll be adding my own impressions in future posts):

The Project and the Work
Guyana is a country of a similar size to England, but has a population of less than one million, of which about 90% live in a narrow coastal strip, while the remainder live in the interior of the country. All of our volunteers teach Science and Maths in government secondary schools, which have a serious lack of qualified teachers. Most of our volunteers teach in the interior of the country in villages and small regional towns, which are inaccessible, except by small plane or river.

Life in Guyana
Although Guyana is a former British colony and the only English-speaking country in South America, very few people are aware of this fascinating and diverse country. Guyana means 'Land of Many Waters' in Amerindian, and it justifies its name with over 965 miles of navigable river. The tropical coastal strip is rich with coconut palms, sugar and banana plantations, and has a vibrant Caribbean atmosphere.

The interior feels like a completely different country, largely uninhabited and consisting of virgin rainforest, mountain ranges, and dry open savannah. It is far more South American in atmosphere, and is largely populated by native Amerindians. It is challenging to live in these small, isolated communities, but is a rare experience, as globally such communities are dwindling. One of the exciting things about Guyana is that there is little or no tourism, indeed it is hard to find any up-to-date guidebooks.

Despite having many natural resources, Guyana is still very under-developed, with a poor infrastructure and high unemployment. The AIDS rate is the highest in the Caribbean and in recent years it has suffered some ethnic unrest. The majority of the population are either of East Indian or Afro Caribbean descent, but you will also find Portuguese, Chinese and other mixed races. This diversity of ethnicity makes for a rich cultural experience for anyone lucky enough to be spending a year here. It is a beautiful country full of friendly people.

And closer to the date of departure, once all the projects had been confirmed, PT sent me this regarding my particular project:

Aishalton Secondary School
Aishalton is an Amerindian community located in the southern savannahs of the Rupununi area of Guyana, close to the Brazilian border. It is about 110 miles South of Lethem, which is the main town of the region, and can only be reached by 4-wheel drive vehicle or truck. In dry weather the journey takes about 5 hours, while in the wet season the road is often almost impassable.

The school serves a wide area and has about 8 teachers and 180 pupils, the vast majority of whom are Amerindians. There is no transport system in the region, and the students from outlying villages board in a hostel on the school compound during term time. You will teach Science and/or Maths, up to GCSE (Standard Grade) level, and will be the only teachers of these subjects in the school. There will be scope to organise extracurricular activities and become involved in the wider community. Aishalton is a regional centre and has a small hospital, a police station, and some shops.

The volunteers live in the boy's dormitory at present. They have a room each, shared washing facilities and a kitchen where they cook for themselves. You will therefore need to be able to cook from basic ingredients. The school is building a new house for the PT volunteers, but it is not ready yet.

And until training, that was essentially everything I knew. Immediately after A-level exams finished, I hopped over to the other side of the fence and some of my long-suffering teachers kindly let me observe how they teach. At the same time, many people very kindly offered various tips and advice on everything from travelling to teaching, especially one of my aunts (Megan), who was an infinite resource of all things educational.

Training came around, and on it we learnt a great deal about teaching (over the four days we had to prepare and teach two lessons, one 10 minutes long and one 20 minutes long), culture shock, health, staff room politics, Guyanese politics, and pretty much anything and everything they could cram into us. Armed with this knowledge, I spent the next three weeks packing and repacking, trying to fit my life's possessions for the next year into the recommended 25kg (which, it turned out, in the end could have been as much as 32kg, for all those thinking of doing something similar); I might put my kit list up on the website at some point, for any entertainment value it may harbour.

And so at last the waiting ended, and from 5a.m. (GMT) on Saturday 19th August until midnight Guyanese time (5a.m. Sunday in Britain) we travelled and travelled and lugged our baggage and travelled some more until we finally arrived at the house of PT's representative in Guyana, the indomitable Kala, and crashed onto some mattresses she had kindly laid out all over her floor.

Since then, nearly a month has passed [two, now!], and an update on all that's happened is long overdue - sorry! Hopefully, however, this email has been helpful in bringing some of you up to speed with what I've been doing, and for those of you who have stuck with reading this to the end, thank you, and I'm sorry there's not really anything new!

Right now [as I hand-wrote this a few weeks ago, at the end of the rainy season] it is pouring down with rain (so much for the 'dry' savannah) on a Saturday morning, so I had better get on with some lesson plans or marking, but I will begin on the next, much-hyped and much-delayed update later today, I hope, and, once the internet is working again (it's been down for nearly two weeks now), I'll try and send them out back-to-back.

I hope life's treating all of you well - for all the gappers out gapping at the moment, I hope you're having as amazing a time as I am; for all the university freshers, let me know what I've got coming next year; and for everyone else, please feel free to let me know any of your news - these emails will be very much centred around what I'm doing, and it would be nice to know the world continues to spin elsewhere!

Take care,
-- Benedict/Ben/Bean/beanie/Bene/Bondonct/Bba... (and now 'Sir Ben'!)
Gapping in Guyana

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